nowhere

today, im nowhere. clueless of any reflection and activity but yoga. i walked with random images and boring repititive prelude of this write - today, im nowhere.

i set my senses keen. ready for pondering but continue to be disoriented. so absolutely void, i became too vulnerable to the emptiness syndrome. i lost track of 2-second road moments. i wish i - not time - could stop to look closely at one girl on white sleeps. but movement and love seem to be so necessary.

i sped up. trudging like im late for yoga class or trying to be ahead of nothing. so fast, i found myself buying a pair of Nike wristbands and a yellow tee. little cheers followed but i still have the poker's face.

i left the s-mall. refreshed with a spending-spree mode. but alas! the carcinogenic fastfoods were crowded. my purse was saved and im feasting on a conservative pasta.

i started the prelude. the diners cut my pre-warming reflective momentum but managed to be rockstar-cool. im grateful, yoga classes fall on empty thursdays.

so i did yoga. ironically, was reminded not to do most of the regular "asanas" because of pain and heavy gasps.

then i put on my new tee, realizing it was oversized - just enough to annoy my cool. i hurried home uneasy. comfort was finally at hand but im still nowhere at home...with love