Friday, June 03, 2005

deliverables report

As of 25 May 2005, for follow up to LRPs and please submit to GRF Roxas deliverables listed below.

LRP Mandated Activity Deliverables Remarks
ACORD • Submit summary of BJA profile per barangay/municipality for all LRPs
• Provide complete list of barangays covered per LRP

BJSS Training • Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
PSAP • Consensus Building Workshop Process

KFI










Baseline Survey • Consolidated Baseline Report for barangay Pagalamatan Gambai

BJSS Training • BJSS Narrative Training Report (Ask LRP to elaborate submitted report. Kaya nga narrative report eh, hindi bullet report).
• Roster of BJAs who have completed the BJSS Training Course of at least 5 per barangay
• Summary of Attendance of Participants in the BJSS Training
• Attendance Sheets
• Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
PSAP • Consensus Building Workshop Process for barangays Barrio Green, Mipantao Gadongan, Moncado Kadingilan and Saduc Proper
MCWDF Social Marketing Status Report for Social Marketing (If it is possible to put in writing what is/are the reasons for termination of the contract between GRF and LRP)
MDFI Social Marketing • Barangay Resolution Adopting and Supporting the BJSS Project for barangays Idtig, SK Pendatun); Old Maganoy (Ampatuan); Idtig, Damaunsay, Damakling, Poblacion (Paglat); Napok (Datu Paglas)
• SB Resolution Adopting the BJSS Project for Datu Unsay







Community Mobilization • Criteria for BJA selection
BJSS Training • BJSS Narrative Training Report – FOR REVIEW
• Roster of BJAs who have completed the BJSS Training Course of at least 5 per barangay (submitted Datu Paglas, Paglat and Gen. SK Pendatun only)
• Attendance Sheets – (submitted Gen. SK Pendatun, Paglat, Datu Paglas, Datu Piang only)
• Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training (submitted counseling module only)
PSAP • Consensus Building Workshop Process
MFGGDI Social Marketing • SB Resolution Adopting and Supporting the BJSS Project for the Mun. Datu Odin Sinsuat
• Barangay Resolutions for barangays Awang, Kakan, Kusiong, Semba, Sibuto and Tinungos (DOS)
Community Mobilization • BJA Profile (Talayan and DOS)
• Citizen Assembly Resolution Adopting and Supporting the BJSS Project
BJSS Training • Roster of BJAs who have completed the BJSS Training Course of at least 5 per barangay
• Attendance Sheets
• Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
• Activity Completion Report for BJSS Training
PSAP • Action Plan for PSAP
• Consensus Building Workshop Process
MSU-CPA Social Marketing • SB Resolution Adopting and Supporting the BJSS Project for the Mun. of Saguiran and Molundo
• Barangay Resolutions Adopting and Supporting the BJSS Project for barangays Buadi-Suba, Bubong, Bubong Guilopa, Daluma Guilopa (Molundo); barangay Pendolunon (Saguiran)
Community Mobilization • BJA Profile
• Citizen Assembly Resolution Adopting and Supporting the BJSS Project for barangays Bubong Guilopa and Salimpongan (Molundo); barangay Bacolod Chico (Marawi City)
• Attendance Sheets for barangays Bubong Guilopa and Salimpongan (Molundo); barangay Batangan and Pantaoraya (Saguiran); barangay Amito Marantao, Bacolod Chico and Marawi (Marawi City)
• Criteria for BJA selection
BJSS Training • Roster of BJAs who have completed the BJSS Training Course (per barangay)
• Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
MSU-JOLO Community Mobilization • Attendance sheets for barangays Bubuan, Teomabal, Bangas, Kabukan and Pag-asinan (Panglima Tahil)




BJSS Training • BJSS Training Narrative Report
• Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
PSAP • Action Plan for PSAP (Parang)
• Consensus Building Workshop Process
MSU-TAWI Social Marketing • Activity Completion Report of Social Marketing
Baseline Survey • Action Plan for Baseline Survey
Community Mobilization • BJA Profile
• Citizens Assembly Resolution Adopting and Supporting the BJSS Project for barangay Tongsinah + Attendance Sheet
• Criteria for BJA selection
BJSS Training • Activity Completion Report of BJSS Training
• BJSS Training Narrative Report (Report submitted was an outline not a narrative report)
• Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
PSAP • Consensus Building Workshop Process
MUFTI Social Marketing • Barangay Resolutions Adopting and Supporting the BJSS Project for barangays Banaran, S. Tapian Boheh and Top-top Banaran (Sapa-sapa)
Community Mobilization • Criteria for BJA selection
• Community Assembly Resolution for barangays Banaran, Lookan Banaran, Top-top (Sapa-sapa); barangay Darul Akram (Languyan)
BJSS Training • BJSS Training Narrative Report (Report submitted was an outline not a narrative report)
• Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
PSAP • Consensus Building Workshop Process
NDFCAI Social Marketing • Action Plan for Social Marketing
• Activity Completion Report
Baseline Survey • Activity Completion Report of Baseline Survey
Community Mobilization • Action Plan for Community Mobilization
• Activity Completion Report of Community Mobilization
• Community Assembly Resolutions Adopting and Supporting the BJSS Project for barangays Luayan, Panapan, Popol, Tenok and Tinambulan (Buluan); barangays Barira, Buluan, Minabay and Tugaig (Barira); barangays Kuloy, Labu-labu 1 & 2, Labu-labu Mother, Lapok, Mother Poblacion and Poblacion 2 (Sharif Aguak); barangays Calawag and Magsaysay (Parang); barangays Cabayuan, Minabay, Oring and Piers (Buldon); barangays Bayanga Sur, Central Langkong and Langkong (Matanog)
BJSS Training • Action Plan for BJSS Training
PSAP • Action Plan for PSAP
• Consensus Building Workshop Process
NDJC Social Marketing • EO designating local PO for the Mun. of Indanan

BJSS Training • Roster of BJAs who have completed the BJSS Training Course at least 5 per barangays
• Summary of Attendance of Participants in the BJSS Training
• BJSS Training Narrative Report
• Consolidated BJSS Evaluation Report per Training
PSAP • Consensus Building Workshop Process
PAPFMM BJSS Training • Roster of BJAs who have completed the BJSS Training Course
• BJSS Training Narrative Report
• Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation per Training
PSAP • Consensus Building Workshop Process
POM •
BJSS Training • Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training

RIAP
BJSS Training • Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
RSEUF Community Mobilization • Attendance sheet for barangay Ragondingan Proper
BJSS Training • Summary of Attendance of Participants in the BJSS Training
• Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
SANGSA BJSS Training • Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
SOPREX
Community Mobilization • Action Plan for Community Mobilization
BJSS Training • Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training
PSAP • Action Plan for PSAP for barangay Sumugot, Salam, Bandaraingud, Punud, Aparfort, Pagalamatan (Bumbaran) and barangays Manila Group, East Kili-kili, Eastern Kili-kili, Park Area and Serran Village (Wao)
YIRDF BJSS Training • Attendance Sheets for barangays Balos, Baungus, Buahan, Calagusan, Colonia, Dunit Puntukan, Lebbuh, Tumakid
• Consolidated BJSS Course Evaluation Report per Training

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Funny Side of Love

Love is the greatest of all. Think and feel again.

Nah!! you wouldn't be convinced either way and it's like regret that wastes your time. Love has always been God's twin. Nothing less, nothing more to the religious, spirituals, couples, lovers, kindergartens, surgeons, corporates and even the radio stations who love to overrate everything. Love is such a favorite melody that it has achieved merchandising successes beyond the Beatles, Mcdonalds, Britney Spears, Michael Jacko, Harry Potter and the Incredibles. So impregnable, it is a household name even before Helen of Troy. So grand that it is so blinding. No wonder all people end up foolish because they see and seek only love.

Even marvelled once what makes love afloat? I bet you wouldn't have a single clue. (You're not even convinced on my first contrasted proposition.) Haven't even heard it from the psychoneuro experts featured in Discovery Channel to explain the Science of Love. Worst, not even the priests I know who homi"lied" on love.

It is faith, my love!

Yes! this cant be classified as another chicken-and-egg debate. Faith preludes love, all and even itself! Before and even at the very moment you realized you are in love, you have Faith -believing on something sense-invisible or nothing or uncertain.

Faith makes it all happen. Faith creates and sustains Love. If you believe - or positively think, if you like to practically call it - love or any conceivable concern exists, love or anything will exist with faith. It fuels every wishes and dreams for surreal chutzpahs to unreachable stars to sapid love. Sentimental turbulences instantly play around at the very moment you simulately believe - or assume - on potential influencing instances. Before guilt feelings thrive, you actually feel guilt at the belief - or thought - of it. Before you even say Hudson, it is already scribed in your head. Any creations are borne out of faith.

It is sad, faith gets less of familiarity despite its unrelegated efforts. It is sad that faith remains to be a dismissed twin of God and the funny side of Love.


Wednesday, November 24, 2004

happy birthday

Happy Birthday..

24

This is a less novel short story. A very true honest tale of long affection. It has pre-millenial roots but I chose to fall in love at the millenial sunrise.

It all started with from a cake. And though we rarely went out after it, every dinner and movie is a happy paralysis - a lamely suppressed joy derived from knowing that she is staying more months. A chance for missed chances of having to know very well of someone you love. Besides, this is what love is for her.

I planned to take these chances. But not even a brave dint of act showed up on my behalf on her birthday. It was her last with us. I redeemed myself nonetheless just 2 days before Christmas. It was not a rare act because it was my sweatful first time to give her flowers. It could have been more idyllic if she personally received it. So, i walked home, relieved and more in love. Everything then paced fast and wonderful. It was indeed a yuletide season with a better year ahead.

But it had an instant stop. She already shared her sweetest yes to a friend at the very moment i left her flowers. Life is indeed short and choices should be taken with toxic impatience. If not, regrets would only fill you when you are weak. Anyhow, I deserved it for regret is the cost of silence.

Life moved on. I too had a love affair. A worthy honest affair that was neither a medicine for the pain nor a conscious self-outrage. So honest, it was momentary when random afterthoughts of her started to bloom. Was i still attached to her?

I was in a hopeless hope and wishful thinking. Life became scary when i started to miss her. And scarier when i tried to restrain telling her my nostalgias. Coincidences became apparent where her name literally appeared everyday, either heard or read. Random anxieties on a regular trend was disturbing me - a serindipitous event relating to her happens every 24th of a month.

They were convincingly mere coincidences and pigments of mind created to affirm the tingling presence of love. But i realized they were not, according to my daily chronicles. Serindipities did happen even before i realized them and my nostalgias. The few dinners, single moviewatch and the cake "all" fell on a single date - 24. Our few unexpected rendezvous and longer text exchanges too.

Scary, isnt it? But it was an undeniable fact that was worsening and beyond pondering. A serindipity that became anticipated surprise with its constant presence. From there, i befriended destiny. A mystical friendship akin to a friendship, according to her again, that doesnt ask why for it is a reason itself, doesnt ask what ifs for it is willing to risk and doesnt asks until when for it knows only forever.

I accustomed to it and 24 became my favorite day and number. I even have it in my atm pin numbers and email passwords. It was a paranoia that became a disease i called j-syndrome. A syndrome that made me pray dearly for frozen time if i see her. But the syndrome was indeed syndrome because the path to her was clouded. Nothing significantly connects me to her, only mystical coincidences. But i still remained at the pure absence of love at its very essence because i simply felt love.

Daily. I relieved myself from the blinding and crippling syndrome. Almost seem became a distant memory to her. Just probably a good thing. Almost missed telling her off i miss her. But she was always with me. The special girl who have "singly" been known to my parents, taken breakfast at home and brought me a cake 7 days after my birthday. An object of long affection that is just worth a giggle.

Serindipities and wishful thinking became ordinary, where there is a sweet surrender from love.

A happy paralysis that randomly twitched me. Indeed, yes! I still experienced mystical coincidences even at the very moment i started this essay with the title. At an accurate midnight, an alarm snoozed to remind me of her 24th birthday 7 days after. A pure coincidence worth to inspire a 7-day writing and exodus to the nostalgic past and giggle. A love worth, per se.







Wednesday, November 17, 2004

station of wait

a screaming silence troubled my sleep - perhaps not once. but the deep resonance has pressed me to his demands. upon my response, it swiftly confided me with the most startling compassion - a shaken confusion and humane irrationality. it sobbed solid tears. seemingly hintless of words to evoke its core sentiments. piece by piece, it shackle from constraints. it spoke audibly of its yearning. a yearning stretched through time. a nostalgic breathe to embrace a presence of a dearly even at a sweet dint of frozen seconds. a yearning, forbidden by chance, will and silence. despirited, it does not know how to escape its desire.
bitter conviction of trudging away from the waiting lane that often falls astray. the stations of wait are everywhere and staying seems to be a need. it is better than this, i said. with a cold farewell, it left sudden through the morning mist with residue of unsaid words --- i love you more each day

Friday, November 12, 2004

what would it be for a yes

what would it be for a yes.
love..
joy
forever
frequent flights
travel
happiness
boredom end
good sleep
laughs
more dreams
more lucid dreams
walk by the bay
more dried flowers
poetry
dinners
breakfasts
good wake
more mystics
more talks
europe
share
better friendship
nostalgic peace
more escapes from reality
closer
more smiles



...and love










Saturday, November 06, 2004

off she goes

something always is vividly attractive at its absence.
solitude always is and lonely though.

between two sides of solitude is nostalgic peace.
a peaceful moment parallel with longing need of companionship.
a foreshadowing solitued that man is indeed a social being.

we need someone even at the height of independence.

a loss or absence of someone is always a twitchful pinch
- a caffeinating pull from rapid eye movement

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Urbanites

So Tray and I wandered the urban jungle of Makati at early dawn. For once, we have not felt poverty (security is a usual sight for Davaoenos, so it was not a big deal). Though we have not been to adjacent megacities of Tokyo, Singapore, Hongkong and alikes, Makati was grand at its simplest perspective or maybe we were just naive. The towering landscapes dwarfed us with awe, reproving that creations could perfectly spoil its creator - as for a teacher's defeat to his student.

Geared only with pure curiousity, boredom and a pack of smokes, we waded the waters of disorientations on foot at the height of silence: 2am. We managed to emulate the residents or better the corporate associates if at daytime.

It was overwhelming. Close as equal with sex but better than Starbucks, the Sohos and girlhunting. The city - as beauty - is so overwhelming, pollution, traffic, high living cost and risks are in an instant vacuum. So overwhelming, i plan to consume my dad's fly miles for more explorations (sayang kasi!)

I started to despise the dislikes on the city i long been protesting and now look forward to have another urban escape - just another urban escape, not jobhunting. Though Davao is and would still be home, escaping is as relevant as staying. Urban escapes too are worth of reflective experiences. They exude more blinding realizations than rural excursions because significant concerns are simply more visible at their absence.

For now, im back with my personal reality, refreshingly blinded with realization loads - waiting to be consolidated after a good long sleep.


Chances are

An afternoon is more than a single chance to prove love. But a single chance is more than a single afternoon. It is forever.

A single chance for anything is forever.
A chance that is momentous for anything.
A turning chance that would reverse a failed chance - one that spellbound regret!

Chances are chances are. Chances that are preluded by a single chance. And if i could have that chance - one single afternoon - i would face 2 sides of forever. Either, happinesss would still be close. Closer than the chances shared.

I love you and im yours forever in either chances.